Will Power

People have said in that past that I have tremendous will power. That if I set my mind to something and take it into my heart, I will be able to achieve anything.

Why is it then that I'm sitting on my bed right now wondering why I only have six days left in the month in which I have to exercise five to get my discount? AHH! I don't like cutting these down close. I am planner, a achiever and right now I am NOT ACHIEVING! Why is that? It was my goal to get down to my ideal weight of 150 but I'm still 30 pounds heavier then what I want to be.

And why is it journal that I have been reading the same damn finance book for a month? It was my goal to finish it in a week, but I keep thinking oh I will get around to it, or I will read it these consecutive days and then never do.

Also, I know junk food is bad for me, I know it does not help my goal of getting down to my goal weight but again it is so good. I end up getting tempted eating tons of it. Tonight I easily downed coke, calzone, garlic cheese bread and chocolate. There is my calorie count for today and the next two days. Geese! What is wrong with me?

Money is another issue, one that I don't have as much of a problem with but still a problem. I'm trying to keep within a budget of 2000 dollars a month. This should NOT be difficult. Last month I broke it because I paid off my couch (which I budgeted for) this month six days away from the end of the month where am I on my budget? I'll tell you cutting it close. I can only spend 14 dollars a day. It will be hard to make it....but god I hope I do.