GAH!

Work is blowing up right now. Not only are people gossiping about me (Matt and Mary) but I also have two new business exploding up and things are not going right. Not enough capacity, presses or the machines don't run right! GAH! And on top of all that Andy wants to bring into another one which we got today. It is good... however it would not bring it's own press but use the "capacity" that is on another press. I don't think they clearly thought this through. And I course of I tried to tell people this and I just get the gloomy Gus look. However Ken F. and Jim understood thank god. I'm not the only one who thinks this is crazy.

It is crazy to think today is about half way through the year and I haven't completed all of my goals? I need to get going on that. So I will do the following by the end of the week.

1. Run Two Times.
2. Journal/blog three times.
3. Call Dad to talk about frequent flyer miles/mutual fund stuff.
4. Finish the Red Tent.

I have only finished two of my fifteen goals. Need to get going on these!

I got stood up.

I got stood up at the bar last night. No one should up. (And I lied this morning that I didn't go when actually I did and had an *interesting* night.) Was at the bar talking to the bar tender Joe and was watching the Twins game. Apparently Tom, Courtney and Andy decided not to show up. The bar tender was joking that he was being called Sweetie/Handsome at the bar. I was also hit upon by a guy/trucker named Mike of all names. He bought me a beer with olives (it was okay) they wanted me to the keggel but said no had to go home. Probably should have not driven home. By the way Joe was amazing because he hid the rest of the drink that I didn't drink.

Yesterday Matt K. and Matt S. were talking about which analyst should get Matt K's old stuff. Apparently Lisa is the only one with enough experience to do the job. I was hurt by this. I have only been there six months, but I feel like I could help. Who knows maybe they only gave me this job as a gratitude thing to my folks.


Aaron had a bad day on his birthday yesterday. I don't know my brother well enough if bad day just meant sucky day at work or friends stood him up at the bar or if he got a speeding ticket. Hopefully I will get to see him some time this weekend and ask him. I hope nothing really serious happened.

Day's Bullets

• Apparently I seem stressed at work. I need information for my A. line and it is so difficult to get. Everyone controls different information and I need bits and pieces of it. Either I don't get it or I have it is pretty pathetic data that I get. I can hardly glen any information from it. I feel embarrassed to ask or question because then people think you are stupid. I guess I need to look stupid then actually be stupid and not ask at all. It drives me crazy! sigh. Will try not to let my emotions show tomorrow.
  

• Not what I want to do but I'm going to the pub and patio bar tonight at 8:15 to hang out with the 02s at 3m My TOWN. But it is good to try to seem social and to make friends right? In the end TV shows are not as important but at the time right now all I want to do is curl up and not show up.
  

• Yea! I just fixed my wireless. I still have the crappy home security that prevents me from looking at liquor, tobacco, porn sights ect. But I can live with that now that my wireless is back in action. I don't look at those anyway. And hopefully I only have 30 more days until it is gone... I think.
  

• There was an announcement at work today that anyone with a child in a certain school district should call HR. Of course everyone was wondering what was going on. Turns out that a Fairfax girl paper girl was kidnapped this morning and they didn't want kids walking home alone today since they hadn't caught the guy yet. Creepy right?

Interesting Tid bits at Work/Home

Today I got a friendly banter from my coworker. He told me that Schells called and that I needed to pay off my tab. He apparently got texted from Chel who saw me at Schells on Saturday when Chris, Becky and I toured the Brewery. Small town when you get reported at the brewery.

Megan stopped me this afternoon saying that she need to take a picture of me. Apparently she really liked my deep chocolate colored hair color and told her stylist. Her stylist said her version of chocolate brown might be different from my chocolate brown so apparently Megan is going to take photo of me. Tee hee. I am amused by this.

• I got up early today! ;-) I was at work (7:20) before Matt S. Was really excited about this.
• I am in the process of cleaning right now both the front room and my bedroom. Only have mopping left and mirror left.
• I brushed my teeth and wore my lower retainer last night. progress.
• I am blogging right now.
  

Rewards for the Weight Loss

Tonight I weighed myself. I weighed in 183.6 pounds. My goal is to get down to 150 pounds. I have made it to 160 pounds before but never 150. To motivate myself (since I haven't been able to lately this is going to be my reward schedule.)

1. At 2 pounds you can buy Nothing but Trouble you want. (181.6)
   
2. At 5 pounds you can get you can get a pedicure (178.6)
   
3. At 8 pounds you can higher a personal trainer. (175.6)
4. At 12 pounds you can buy the jewelry tree. (171.6)
   
5. At 15 pounds you can buy you can buy a massage for your self (168.6)
   
6. At 20 pounds you can buy a new outfit. Whole new outfit. (163.6)
   
7. At 25 pounds you can buy... will be decided on later. (158.6)
   
8. At 30 pounds you can buy...will be decided on later. (153.6)
   
9. At goal weight 150 pounds you can buy purse of your choice. (150)

Also because of my extreme coffee love if I don't work out the day before I don't get coffee the next day. Hopefully these punishments and rewards

Goals For The Week and How I'm going to accomplish it.

1. Clean the Apartment, before Friday.

• Clean one room a day.
• Will set a timer for an hour and just clean.

2. Will try to fix my computer.

• Will try to fix it by uninstalling and reinstalling wireless. (Wednesday)
  
• If the above does not work on Sunday I will take it to the geek squad.
  

3. Will Run five times this week.

• Will head immediately to the gym after work.
• Will write a reward schedule for getting to certain weights. (see other journal entry)
  

4. Will Write Allison and Sidsel this week.

• Will start writing Sidsel today. (Sunday)
• Write Allison on Sunday.
  

5. Will work on teeth regiment-get better on evening brushing.

• Will make effort to brush.
• Will make conscious effort to put retainers in.
  

6. Read two books this week.

• Have already finished Nicholas Sparks the Last Song.
• Currently Reading Firethorn.
• Next after that is the girls of Riyadh.
  

7. Blog.

• When ever logging on to computer log on to blogger.

I WILL BE PRODUCTIVE TODAY!

I will get these things done:

1. Blog (hee hee already working on it)
2. Clean up/Pick Apartment
3. Dishes
4. Run
   

Weight/Running
I weight 184 pounds right now. I need to lose quite a bit of that. I would like to lose 34 of that. It would be great if I could get 14 of that in the next year or so. If not faster. I have not run since April 4th. I keep putting if off. Today I will not. I will run. I swear I will. Or else.

Waking Up/Showering/Make up
Today I did not leave my bed until well after 7. I did not put foundation for work. I was literally My hair is greasy. Again...this procrastination is not good. I would like to start getting into work at 7 so I could leave earlier like 4.

Work
M. is being a pain in the ass. He is asking me all these questions about can we delay this order? Are they going to go in back order, is it just a replenishment order? And I want to be like dude. You don't schedule this I do. I don't care if you have to work the weekend. If you can't keep up during the week then guess what you have to work the weekend. Get your training better or do a better job with quality but orders will go out in time. I understand you have a bottom line but take it up with quality/ken but not me. I am judged on on time delivery... you are judged on overtime/pay. We need to agree, but if M. will not work all over me.

Crap today Myron told me I explained something well... don't know if this a good sign. eek. help.

Dinner is done...after the news it will be time to go get crackin' at dishes and vacuuming.