The Valleys and Mountains of Life

Life is like a roller coaster, it has natural ups and downs of life. Today was the valleys and the planning out of natural life.

Work was ups and downs of stupid mistakes, minor victories and they day ended with me wondering where I stand in my job. My job butts up against so many others, engineers, shipping and production. It is hard to determine where my duties end and an other's begin. I wondered tonight whether I have gone to far encouraging on the production floor, I also wonder where the boundary is for me with between is between kindness and being helpful and snarky and sarcastic is. I am both and i need to find a good balance at work.

Life has it ups and downs outside of work too. My insurance went up because I lost my good student discount because of a speeding ticket. Insurance is going up 8 dollars a month. Sigh.

Good moment was talking with Julie. I felt I had a bad chat with her yesterday, but she called me today over the news and we caught up for about 20 minutes. It is nice to have companionship for even a few minutes.

I am on Olympic junkie. It is thrilling for me to see Americans or the underdog win it all. Even though it is disastrous on my sleep schedule--I am staying up really to catch it all, but I can't help it. I love it. I will sleep in the in between years.

Tonight food was a crutch and I didn't exercise. Sigh. Mega fall. How I went wrong below.
1. I didn't fall the menu.
2. I didn't run.
3. I overate at dinner.
4. Because I overate at dinner, I didn't go run.
5. I continued to over ate because at this point I didn't care.

This stops tomorrow. Lent began today and so as my goal for the two months... I will eat within 2500 calories each day.

I am going to redo this weeks goals for the rest of week (within reason.)See below.

1. Read VSP. I'm serious. It will get read this week.
2. Run 5 Times.
3. Teeth regiment.
4. Keep up contact with friends and family.
Email Matt (Done)
Email Ben (Done)
Call Christine
Call Julie (Done)
5. Cash checks from Birthday. (Done)
6. Clean the apartment. Full clean.
Full Clean of Apartment
Do Laundry
Prepare for Couch on Tuesday